I posted about my inebriated ”friend” who blatantly suggested that we engage in coitus that night. 

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so with my mad investigation skills, I found out that this kidd has been telling people that he doesn’t remember that ENTIRE conversation
however, whenever I have the misfortune of being alone with him, he brings it back up.

I fucking hate it. either way it sucks and I still can’t believe he said the things he said. ugh 

if you go out with your friend(s), ya’ll are a UNIT. no matter what happens, you do it together. 

so when your homegirl* gets fucking drunk outside her realm of existence, you stay with her not try and get at some dude who doesn’t even know you’re alive. 

I was suppose to go out for drinks tonight, but i got stuck babysitting this chick who I’ve only met once because she was HELLA wasted and her “bff” was too busy trying to get my my friend and he didn’t even like her!! 

now I understand she should’ve been more responsible with her alcohol, but your friend is suppose to have your back

waste of my mothafuckin time….

*this is usually a girl thing, when guys get drunk they are mostly on their own. 

tonight I was at a party and my friend (like we’ve been cool for about 9 years now) made this sex joke. The first time he said it he was kidding, it was funny, and he was SOBER. 

but then he started drinking more and kept saying the joke because it was still kinda funny but once he hit being DRUNK, this joke wasn’t funny and he wasn’t my friend. 

he was seriously pressuring me into sex and it was fucking awful. I left. but ew. can’t even. 

I put feminist in quotes because I don’t think there should be a term for equal treatment among sexes, we should just fucking do it

they are talking about anal and eating out assholes. 

i can’t fucking even.

so I am SUCKING in my class. we have our final tomorrow. my grade is depending on this final so I’m kinda stressing out. last test i didn’t do so well, but I heard this girl was on her phone during the test*. now I really don’t think it’s fair that she could have possibly been cheating and I am struggling to survive. should I tell the professor of this injustice, or just let it slide?

*I am well aware my source could have been incorrect in a number of ways, but I am confident in her accuracy of facts

trying to figure out why a Thinspiration blog is following me

…..I think it might because most of problems comes down to me not valuing myself and thinking that no one else will either. So if there was just one person who I could trust in and believe that I actually had self-worth, then so many other possibilities would be within my grasp…

I need a song that talks about media’s views of sex and sexuality. All I can think of is

• Gett Off - Prince
• Sweet Kiwi- Maroon 5
• Put it in My Mouth - Lil’ Kim
• Pony - Ginuwine
• Last Night - AZ Yet

but I want a better one. Suggestions?